High School

3 years so far and i have 1 and a half left to go.

never thought time would go this fast but soon im gunna have to let it all go

I think high school lets you realize whats in life

High school makes you realize that they are real and fake people out there

High school makes you realize that there ARE actually every type of human being out there

High school makes you realize that the world isnt just in black and white

Today in health class my teacher was talking about high school and how its different from when she used to be in it. She made me realize that the 4 years your in it is just a little chunk out of your life.But that little chunk can feel like forever when your in the midst of it all.

She then went on saying that depending on how an individual is brought up, is taught in his or her home, it can determine what kind of person they are and will sometimes be.

on the contrary high school has the ability to change people.

we learn from our teachers

but mostly take after our peers

and that is when my catholic school teachers voice comes back in my head saying to be careful who we choose to hang out with, because it WILL reflect back on us and how we are as a group instead of as an individual.

With all these recent facebook pages going around I would like to hope that people are strong enough to keep their head up.

I would like to think that I am strong enough to handle whatever was put my way and it breaks my heart when I see that kids will end their life because of what someone else is saying about them

Overall high school is just a time in your life where you really get to see life as it is

you get to discover yourself as an individual

and hopefully grow into a person you can honestly be proud of

So in counting I have exactly 15 months left of my high school career and in those 15 months I would like to study harder, make more great friends, and be able to find out who I am just a bit more

Because in the end, I know high school is only 720 days out of my whole life =)

Its Never Lost

Ever felt like you knew someone? Loved someone?

knew what they were thinking?

even knew how they felt.?

And then suddenly it all just goes away. . .

How are we supposed to handle things like this?

How are we supposed to take the pain we feel when a person leaves us?

We always thought that love will come to us in the weirdest ways,

the strangest feelings,

the creepest scenes

and when we finally thought we found it...

it all of a sudden is taken away from us ?

Everyone must of had a feeling like this one before

whether it be from a loved one, friend, or lover

Why MUST The World Do This To Us???

to sum it all upp.

in the end, i just don't think that person was the one we thought theyd be

if the family member left us, simply because they knew they would be in a better place to help better US in life, not only themselves

if a friend/lover left us, simple because they WERENT for us. and even though it might be hard to accept this fact, we need to realize that the world doesn't stop its rotation and that life WILL go on.

Its upp to the individual mind to just keep going, keep our head held high, and our chins to the sky

because in the end love youll see that love was never lost....you just have to stop looking for it!