High School

3 years so far and i have 1 and a half left to go.

never thought time would go this fast but soon im gunna have to let it all go

I think high school lets you realize whats in life

High school makes you realize that they are real and fake people out there

High school makes you realize that there ARE actually every type of human being out there

High school makes you realize that the world isnt just in black and white

Today in health class my teacher was talking about high school and how its different from when she used to be in it. She made me realize that the 4 years your in it is just a little chunk out of your life.But that little chunk can feel like forever when your in the midst of it all.

She then went on saying that depending on how an individual is brought up, is taught in his or her home, it can determine what kind of person they are and will sometimes be.

on the contrary high school has the ability to change people.

we learn from our teachers

but mostly take after our peers

and that is when my catholic school teachers voice comes back in my head saying to be careful who we choose to hang out with, because it WILL reflect back on us and how we are as a group instead of as an individual.

With all these recent facebook pages going around I would like to hope that people are strong enough to keep their head up.

I would like to think that I am strong enough to handle whatever was put my way and it breaks my heart when I see that kids will end their life because of what someone else is saying about them

Overall high school is just a time in your life where you really get to see life as it is

you get to discover yourself as an individual

and hopefully grow into a person you can honestly be proud of

So in counting I have exactly 15 months left of my high school career and in those 15 months I would like to study harder, make more great friends, and be able to find out who I am just a bit more

Because in the end, I know high school is only 720 days out of my whole life =)

Its Never Lost

Ever felt like you knew someone? Loved someone?

knew what they were thinking?

even knew how they felt.?

And then suddenly it all just goes away. . .

How are we supposed to handle things like this?

How are we supposed to take the pain we feel when a person leaves us?

We always thought that love will come to us in the weirdest ways,

the strangest feelings,

the creepest scenes

and when we finally thought we found it...

it all of a sudden is taken away from us ?

Everyone must of had a feeling like this one before

whether it be from a loved one, friend, or lover

Why MUST The World Do This To Us???

to sum it all upp.

in the end, i just don't think that person was the one we thought theyd be

if the family member left us, simply because they knew they would be in a better place to help better US in life, not only themselves

if a friend/lover left us, simple because they WERENT for us. and even though it might be hard to accept this fact, we need to realize that the world doesn't stop its rotation and that life WILL go on.

Its upp to the individual mind to just keep going, keep our head held high, and our chins to the sky

because in the end love youll see that love was never lost....you just have to stop looking for it!

Let Go.

We started out being friends

and we made a promise to be this til the end

but then you started showing signs

and i felt it from my spine

I knew you were starting to feel a different way

and thats when my life started to turn grey

Leading me down a deep dark hole

I felt it murdered my poor innocent soul

All i wanted to do was be your friend

and all you wanted to do was make our 2 lives blend

Liking you was my first mistake

and from that moment i wasnt awake

You starting letting other people get in our way

and from that point on you didnt want to stay

My second mistake was letting it get to my heart

and that seemed to be the worst part

My third mistake was letting you come back

thinking ud always be here for me

was like one hard smack

So in the end all i want to do is move on

fly away and be a brand new swan

Bring back my innocent glow

All i want to do is LET GO.

Happy now. Not later?

We see this happen all the time. We experience this all the time.

Its been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening.

So why do we let them just pass us.? We only notice how good things are until they are about to be taken away from us.

We take things for granted everyday that now were used to things. Were used to the good in life and things happening the way we want them to be. Dont let these good moments pass. Lets enjoy the times we have with the people we love. Because you never know when things can be taken away from us. Can be in an instant or even take years. And we dont wanna wait a whole lifetime until something bad happens that we realize how good things were.

Live your life. Take in every special moment. Take in EVERY moment. Dont let things pass you. Be happy for every second you can. Do everything you ever wanted. Dont take things for granted. Do what you want. Be adventurous. Be daring. Be bold. Dream Big. Have Faith &* Be Alive.!

***Take it to heart.

One Life.

Did you ever think if one life can make an impact on someone?

family?

friends?

or even bigger...the world?

Take a step back and realize what you actually mean to people. Think about how they would act if you werent there. Think about who they would talk to?

Do you think your life mad an impact?

Weather its a good impact or a bad, your presence in this world changed someone else,a group of people.

So if you ever feel alone and by yourself, just know that if you werent there, things would for sure change. People would be different, the world would have a different feel to the people around you.

So dont ever think you dont matter. Cause in all reality, You Really Do.

***everyone has mad an impact, no matter how small you feel.

Faded

"now im faded into someone else made me someone i dont wanna be. now im faded my true colors gone like a picture nobody sees"

ever do the unthinkable for someone you love.? have you ever thought that your doing it now and you dont even notice.? has that person ever changed you into something you thought and knew you werent, but you let them flip your mind and had them form you to be the exactly way they want you to be.

the exact way they want you to act dress talk and even communicate with others

it isnt you.! { so why are you this way.? }

think about all the sacrifices youve done in life .

all the things you had to change, maybe even you changed.? but was it your own decision.? your own choice.?

NEVER let someone try and change who you really are . dont change anything just to prove yourself to others, because in the long run . its YOU who is most important in life . not the one trying to change you.

remember misery loves company . and company can come in many ways. so watch out and make sure you dont get hit . because if you do . sooner or later your gunna start to change . your gunna turn into someone your not even going to know . someone you were never meant to be, someone your not supposed to be.

fade- to gradually grow faint and disappear

why would you wanna dissappear.? why would you not wanna be seen by others for who you truly are.?

did u do something in life that made you think this way.?

ITS A LIE.!

dont let someone come in your life and shape you into something perfect .

news flash.! there doing it for themselves

like the song says: " i dont wanna be your little picture perfect pretty girl { thats got nothing to say

} im not gunna wait around let you run my whole life down so you can watch me fade away.!"

dont let anyone try and run you down . dont let anyone let you fade away .

break outta that box .

and do whats best for YOU.!

really think about this

***are you faded.?

Step Upp

Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. They rise above everything they can.

Maybe its you . your bestfriend . your neighbor . a family member . a love.?

Sometimes they surprise you, you surprise yourself, they surprise everyone.

and sometimes they fall short.

Life is funny sometimes, it can be the best, and it can push back pretty hard.

But if you look close enough you find hope,

in the words of children, in the light blue sky, in a wave of an ocean, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love.

And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

what you need in life will come to you.

**so try and step upp . you never know whats going to be around the corner .